Confession Of A Confused LyFe **

heartbreaking moment. 12:33pm 12 jan 12

2012-02-12T12:33:00.001+08:00

Today I tell myself.
Its true, I cant find someone like you.
Its true what everyone says, you're one in a million guys out there. Yes another one more day is exactly one year of breaking up. still here I suffer. no point regretting, no point try. ive gave up on love since the day I relies I lost you. xx

piggggggggggggggggggggy

2012-01-08T03:21:00.002+08:00

And awesome first start date of the year 2012 with boyfriend <3

Suppose to meet him at DG around 12 sharp but. I was late.

& I didn't cook for him his cheese tofu, I'm sorry baby.

I'll make it up to you and send you in front of your door step with love on one of the days this coming week okay.

First stop was Strictly pancakes, We broke both our Strictly pancakes virgin together yesterday!

yayy! I ordered The druggie and he order his Tiramisu. He told me that 3 pancakes might not be enough for him. HAHHAA. after he start eating it. He end up complaining that he's full. As for me I didnt manage ti finish half of my last pancake. too full and too muak. hahah.

but still i loveeeeee the chocolate pancakes. (Y)

After strictly pancakes, we when walk walk at Plaza Sing.

hahhaha! sorry k bby my english pecah here.

its 3.33am. You're sleeping like a pig and I'm here blogging this just for you.

After the walk walk, We went back to The cathay and plan to watch movie.

He choose to watch sherlock holmes and I just follow the flow.

And I ending up so engrossed with that movie. Minus the going toilet part for two times uh.

And I'm sorry baby, If I talk to much during the movie. HAHHAHA. <3

After movie, I was pretty sad that we didnt get to eat the 1 for 1 meal at Manhattan fish market promo cause its only vaild from 11am to 6pm. And our movie ended around 7+

But baby never fail to cheer me up and he still wants to go to manhattan and eat, But I suggest him Fish & co. And we when there, I ordered my swiss fish & chip and he ordered his new york fish & chip and with some ikan bilis look a like twin. fuck, i forget what the small fish call. :/

ohh ohh and one big jug of passion fruit ice blended for our drink. omg ending the date with an awesome dinner!

Overall I had a lot of fun today and today was one of the awesome meetup/date ever.

Thanks baby for spending a lot for me today :') I'll treat you back soon and I will stand by my surprise. Oh yes, Just to tell you that you're doing great at planing dates already. not like the first time I meet you. Plan-less. Congrats on the improving ! heheh I love you so much.

Cant wait to meet you next Saturday, hopefully I'll get my pay on the Tuesday so my turn to plan a one day date with you.

OHH YES. I wanted to tell you this, but you already K.O

But its okay, I shall type out here since you're gonna read it when your awake and I should be sleeping. You were right we should say good bye to my friend, cause she just tweet me, why I didnt tell her that we're going off. cause she want to tell the manager to give us discount -.-" WOAHHH I FREAKING SAD. but its okay, I told her im coming there again. FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY TREAT. HEHHEHEHEHE. more surprises to come in future! so stay as long as you can with me. ^________^

Hope you enjoy reading okay.

apology if my grammar, spelling and singlish in this post.

I'm reblogging and tahan my eyes just for you.

OHH PLUS MY BACK IS ACHING NOW :(

im off to bed before i type merepek here.

I love you soooooooooo much syuqrie piggy. xx

To be continue

2011-11-17T05:52:00.001+08:00

I almost gave up.
Right now, I'm hoping you will change.
I've been patience for this 1 month.
I guess if other girls were in my shoes right now, I don't know how things will go on. But I'm still here. Staying strong in our relationship. Forgiving the mistakes you have done. But hardly forget.

Confession. Lonely. Love.

2011-11-15T01:20:00.007+08:00

The words I’m saying right now, I don’t know if they’ll hurt you

I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this horrible person I am

I must not be worthy of this thing called love

We're not like those happy couples out there.

We don't really contact that much, we don't really meet each other like all the happy couples.

When I'm out with my girlfriends or going home alone.

I tend to stare at happy couples inside the train/bus. Holding each other hands, forehead kisses, hugs. Sometimes seeing all this makes me sad. Although I have a wonderful boyfriend in my life. I can't spend so much time with him. Sooner or later, He's going for his national service and I know life's gonna be fucked up for me. I have to understand if he can't meet me when he start his ns. But I dont want things to change between us, Eventho right now I can see somethings started to change. I try to be okay with it. I just need you to equal you time with me and the other things in your life. Thats all I ever wanted from you.

I don't get to contact him every time when I need him.

And that is the most difficult part. We always contact by Whatsapp and facebook.

No night phone calls, No morning message, No goodnight message. But all that doesnt matter to me. I need to understand. And I understand his situation right now. I have no problem with this.

But sometimes, seeing my girlfriends texting or on the phone with their boyfriend in front of me really makes me feel empty.

But baby, Its okay.

As long as I'm yours. I will still be strong and fight this awful feeling.

I will still be with you as long as you want me to be.

Even when you're not by my side always, You're always be in my heart and my mind.

Sorry if I'm not being a perfect girlfriend, Sorry if I'm being so emotional over this. Or maybe everything. Sorry if this hurt you. But I really don't want you to leave me. & I know I wont leave you. You're the type of guy I always wanted. You're funny, sometimes crazy, loving, caring, fun to be with, loves shopping, loves food just like me and we even like/interested the same things sometimes. You always have this random facts about everything that I didnt know. I just love everything about you. I mean every single thing. And please baby, I love you the way you are.

I apologies if sometimes I overthink, overreact over something, Jealous over some of you friends and being like this every night.

Sorry if Im not being a perfect girlfriend of yours, But I will promise you one thing, I'll try my very best to love you right which other girls/ex's fail to do so.

I love you S.

`Your girlfriend.

love

2011-11-14T01:31:00.006+08:00

I think I've meet my Mr. Right.

There's this guy name Syuqrie, With his charming self he wins my heart just like that.

He's a guy from my Secondary school. An Express student, one year older. So called my senior. The guy who carries a handbag to school. HAHAHAHAHHA! ok i die if he reading this.

He's WAS a one arrogant guy I must say in secondary school. No offense baby if you're reading this. LOL ! I mean like seriously, We in the same school like 3/4 years, we sometime passby each other on the hall way outside class but for once he didn't even say hi or just simply talk. And yes, I always saw him playing soccer in school. At that part of time I got no interest with him. Never thought will fall for him in future or something like this.AND THIS ONE PATHETIC PART which I just get to know that we were in the same batch when I was sec 4. And I did notice him as he always late for school, doing push ups. LOL. And he was slimmer that time. Zaman chicks all tengah aiming. hmmm hmmm. I think that was one of his reasons la for not being friendly with me. I know, When I was sec 4, I was one kental minah. I KNOW. Not only sec 4 la. THROUGH OUT MY SECONDARY LIFE. I chill chill low profile girl in school. So yeah ;)

Back to my story, Its all started with Formspring.

He send me by anon and first telling me that he has a sudden crush on me.

So I thought this is one of the prank that people always spam on formspring.

But actually it was not. I shall not explain more. Let the picture tell the story.

So precisely, The last question he send me, He forgotten to anon his self. HOW CUTE IT THAT.

HAHAHA! But when ever I switch on my laptop, I'll check my facebook first rather checking anything else. So I log in my facebook and saw a message. When I click on it and read it I was lost and after that I check my Formspring then I get it.

After chatting and knowing each other. He suddenly.

Even tho things happen so soon. I never regret accepting me as my boyfriend.

He's loving.

He's caring.

He's clever plus weird sometimes.

And he's all I ever wanted in my life.

And we're so comfortable around each other.

The best thing about him, he never fails to make me happy.

And the things he say really touched me.

Just to let you know okay baby.

I wont leave you. I promise.

We go through life together thick and thin.

No matter how hard the situation in our relationship is

I will still be with you. But I need to make an effort too.

I really hope you mean your words. I know you're different.

Like you always say. I wont break you, If you wont break me.

I love you, Syuqrie <3

Hi.

2011-09-07T03:09:00.000+08:00

been MIA-ing so here we go.

2011-09-03T04:30:00.003+08:00

The thing is I can't get over 2 person in one time.

The almost 2 year relationship and other one the most fun to be relationship.

I know its hard to move on with all the memories we had in the almost 2 years relationship.

But whats the use of regretting and crying over the past when you know things can be back like last time. You already moved on and I'm still here.

& the most fun to be relationship.

Our relationship is different then others. We ain't no couples like serious.

We always scold each other bad words, pay fights with each other. We always have this small bets with each other. But we still love each other.

We never get bored with each other. We always have somethings to do. Even the little privacy times we make things exciting by betting with one another. We were so happy having each other in our life. But something have to destroy everything apart. I can't stop it, Neither do him. We had no choice to leave each other and now we're back to strangers. It sucks. I miss him.

Its been months I last saw him.

Guy F is going to serve his NS soon. Sign on CD. alhamdulliah.

I pray for him for his happy life and find his dream girl soon. Amin.

as for guy A, I guess still searching for his dream girl or just busy with his mixing.

same for him, I pray a bright future too. Amin.

As for me, I'm serving my karma. Standing strong but inside I'm dying for all this shit.

Finding the guy of my dream but end up with guys taking advantage of me. On repeat.

I hate to say this but I'm getting tired of guys. I don't want to declare myself as a bisexual.

No, Not now. But soon. Oh well, I just wait for Allah to lead me where he wants me to go then.

Signing out, Zielaa.

A confession.

2011-09-03T04:18:00.003+08:00

Dear ex boyfriend.

I've learned ever single shit of mistake after I left you. I realize your the guy I wished for on a wishing star I saw that night (I'm not gonna name that place and which day)

I wished for a guy who can take good care of me, scarifies whatever shit for me & finally Allah has given you to me. But I simply waste my wish on that someone. I really regret it. Now I relies how much you mean to me. I know its too late. "Nasi dah jadi bubur" so call? But if I have one wish that sure will be granted. I will wish for you to come back like used to be. Back in my arms. When I saw couples pictures, especially when they when to Universal Studio, I suddenly think of you and cry. I still remember we promised each other to go USS together & take lots of pictures but "tak kesampaian" I know you already moved on, I am still here serving my karma, Suffering, Hurting. I know I deserve it. Lastly, I miss ibu, I miss your dad, your sister and everyone in your family. If I were to confess to you all this or simply show this to you. Will you accept me back?

Sincerely, Ziela.

2011-06-09T04:25:00.001+08:00

I dont believe that you can ever "get over" someone. You just slowly start to realize that things are never going to be the same & stop hoping for something thats never gonna happen. No matter what, you're still gonna wonder if they think about you from time to time, even if you dont want them anymore.

2011-06-09T04:06:00.000+08:00

I wish I can send this similar text to HIM.

say hello to goodbye

2011-06-06T04:08:00.004+08:00

Trying to fucking move on.

But everything fucking coming back to me.

No, I dont regret a single thing.

But its just I miss the memories, everything.

I know you dont feel the same. I'm just different.

When I love someone, I really love him with all my heart even the relationship doesn't last that long as we wanted. Guys now are like come and go. There's some numbers of guys wanting to know me more and get serious, But I just scared to be hurt again and again. Lets just say I'm not ready to be in a relationship right now.

someday, I'm gonna throw every single thing.

Someday when I'm strong enough.

2011-06-06T03:57:00.001+08:00

I realize it now =\

2011-05-22T01:56:00.002+08:00

Aku da malas nak cakap ape-ape.

Pasal bile aku cakap buang mase kan.

So its better to keep my mouth shut and act as if you did nothing wrong.

2011-05-17T01:12:00.001+08:00

2011-05-17T01:10:00.000+08:00

Yes, I miss falling asleep beside you :(

2011-05-17T01:06:00.001+08:00

2011-05-15T13:42:00.000+08:00

You know what, I really miss this :(

2011-05-15T13:40:00.001+08:00

2011-05-15T13:39:00.000+08:00

This ~

2011-05-14T03:20:00.000+08:00

Because

2011-05-14T03:10:00.000+08:00

I don't want us to fade a part from each other.

2011-05-14T03:03:00.002+08:00

Because I love you too much to let you go.

I will keep my promise and your wish for not leaving you.

I will try my best to be strong even though it will hurt me forever.

Remember I did this just for you.

I hope you notice how much I really love you.

I bet you won't find a girl loves you like the way I do.

❤

2011-05-13T02:32:00.000+08:00

Hi, I just miss you &

Your kisses &

The happiness between us &

You always messing up my hair &

You always cover your face when ever I on the camera flash, Cause you really hate it &

You kissing every part of my face &

Your "step kesian" face &

But the thing I really miss the most is spending every second with you.

❤

2011-05-13T02:30:00.000+08:00

I feeling we're fading :(

2011-05-08T21:07:00.002+08:00

Yeah, I'm hurt.

Fucked up, Ever single reason to be.

I just miss a guy that use to send me long text messages, random I love you's or I miss you.

A guy who always dream of me, A guy who I really love the most and who always complain that he miss me so much, A guy who never miss to webcam with me every night before I sleep.

Now that guy has changed, I cant bare to face the new him.

Even he has change, I know my love for him wont change at all.

As I notice, I scarifies a lot for him. I mean a lot. I dont know if he notice it or not.

I know its hurt to see his girlfriend hurt herself.

Panadol, scissors and ect.

I dont know whats wrong with me. I feel so fucked up every time.

I know I have to change myself for not losing him.

I feel really bad after all those shit I've done.

2011-05-04T06:18:00.002+08:00

3rd May (:

Like finally , MENSES YOU CAME LIKE FINALLY

I've been waiting for near 1 months. (:

2011-05-04T06:10:00.001+08:00

Not a perfect girlfriend.

2011-05-04T06:05:00.000+08:00

boyfriend for you

2011-05-04T06:02:00.001+08:00

This ! Boyfriend, This is the reason why.

I love you (:

just so you know.

2011-05-01T04:40:00.002+08:00

Frankly my life is hard, full of shit. I fell worthless and useless.

& you got no one to talk too right now and only thing you could do is just fake a smile and being happy in front of others. Its hard to be strong of every single shit in life. Its tiring seeing yourself being hurt again and again. And the feeling you just wanna end your life and make the people relies that you are not invisible and by the time they regret everything they done.. Sometime its just that is what I wish for just die and make people relies all their shit and come back alive. Problem after problem, and I relies my 2011 just sucks. From the first starting of the fucking year till now I'm freaking suffering. I'm strong in the day, But behide this fake smile and during at night lock inside my room and just cry myself. I dont know how long I can stand this.

2011-04-25T01:44:00.001+08:00

People lie, things change. Boyfriends cheat, best friends ditch. & there's always going to be those people who would kill to see you fall.

2011-04-12T00:47:00.001+08:00

Menses, WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?

2011-04-07T02:44:00.000+08:00

i miss you.

2011-04-06T03:02:00.002+08:00

I dont know why I feel this way.

Everything just hurt me.

I need to stop before somebody get hurt.

Anybody.

with love

2011-04-04T02:50:00.002+08:00

This guy here, Azhar Berry (:

His is my Best friend, My Close friend, My brother, My boyfriend, My love, My baby, My twin.

He understand every shit out of me.

We so call have something similar inside us.

I dont really know what, but many people say we do.

Maybe the attitude? the lazyness? hmmm. I dont know?

It has been 1 month plus we been together, But we have known each other since Dec 2009.

Zaman Singapore Idol. LOL~~ which we dont really talk that much at that part of time.

Except for msn-ing and webcam-ing with each other.

As the years past, There's this one part we became close and from there the feeling grow.

Whatever it is, the past 1 month we were together, we really had a hard time. Not with each other but with the people around us. But I'm really glad we both are strong and always stay by each other side. <3 & thats one of the wish of my 11:11 (:

He is the sweetest, awesome boyfriend and i love him.

❤ ❤ ❤

I'm not lost, I'm not gone.

2011-03-26T15:24:00.003+08:00

Oh god, Please show me the right path of my life.

I can't stand all this.

I don't know what is right and what is wrong.

I had enough of all the mistakes I've done in life.

Just for ones, I want something to at least goes prefect with no sadness in the end.

Just that.

Moving on was no my choice.

Choosing which is better is not what I want.

Hating, I don't want to feel in the story.

Losing my mind is what I'm going through right now.

Ending my life is what I wish to do.

I've lost half of my everything already. I dont want to lost anything anymore.

I can't bare to face the hurt and hate in this life.

Shit happens in life.

Fucking face it because you cant to anything to change a single shit of it.

Just accept the faith and challenge.

Be fucking strong and fake a smile everyday and lies that you're feeling okay/alright.

This post is regrading my feeling. You read it, You understand it.

Dont understand it, dont ask me.

2011-02-20T08:26:00.000+08:00

i dont wanna hurt you.

2011-02-18T04:22:00.000+08:00

I'll be the straw you will be my berry (:

(*&&^@@%^#@

2011-02-15T14:50:00.002+08:00

this feeling. Currently.

O.O

2011-02-12T02:51:00.000+08:00

Oh well.

^^

2011-02-11T01:37:00.000+08:00

Welcome to MY life (:

Ohh baby baby... La La La La La La.. :D

2011-02-09T01:41:00.004+08:00

Second day of work was okay.

Trained by kak Fadah. All her teaching really make things more easier to remember.

I still headache with the stupid walkie talkie, timing all. But I can get the hang of it ABIT UH.

Tomorrow is my last day of training, Thursday SOLO. damn damn damn. aku takoot !

Today end work at 6pm. phew! My legs are all sore. I really need a leg massage right now. BADLY.

Tomorrow work again. same timing. 1-6pm. But firstly I have to go to do my ezlink at AMK Inter. Gonna go out early uhh.

dont wanna be late for work. & I seriously need a watch. Being a runner selalu need to see time.

my eyes are really heavy. Heavy ttm. I guess imma off to bed. but first SMOKY SMOKE.

Ohh baby baby... La La La La La La.. :D

fuck you.

2011-02-07T01:08:00.005+08:00

Hello.

Yeah, I know I've been MIA from my Blogger blog for too long.

I've been busy finding work, Graduation, my April intake course and the most stressful/problematic things that currently in my mind is relationship, family, money and friends.

Currently feeling down, moodless, pms-ing, tired and need someone to talk.

This days I got this kind stupid feeling of puking after eating.

I dont know whats wrong. Eating disorder? err. no.

Firstly, I got a job at Shangri-La Hotel at Sentosa. The job was "so-so" quiet easy. But there's some problem be hide it.

My so call second job is at Cathey Cinema at Woodlands. I know right. From Hougang to Woodlands. Damn fucking far. Thank god dad lives at Sembawang. Or other ways I'll ask dad to fetch me from work then sent me back home to Hougang riding his motorbike :D Later is my first day of work. Orientation + Training. Start at 10am to 7pm -.-"

Secondly, I finally graduating my Beauty Therapy Nitec course this month on the 16 Feb.

like yay! Bought my Heels. Mum lend her blazer. So I'll be wearing white top, black skirt, blazer and wedges :D Like finally meeting my awesome beauty babes. I miss them so-so-so much !

Thirdly, I was accepted by ITE in Retail course in April-intake this year at ITE WEST. damn damn damn far. So I have to sacrifices myself staying at dad place, I shall estimate my timetable and which day to stay Sembawang and which day to stay Hougang. pity much uh?

Like you can see. My life sucks.

Its getting harder and harder everyday.

I smile and act as if like I'm okay with every single thing in my life.

But deep inside, I feel like *&^$#%&* _l_ EVERY SINGLE DAY W/O FAIL.

Oh well, This is life. You cant escape from anything right?

About my "stressful/problematic problem" that I mention above.

I guess I'll update on my personal dairy of mine. A little privacy much.

KARAOKEEEEEEE !

2010-12-07T04:50:00.002+08:00

Monday.

A last minute plan by Ekka.

When to Sentosa cove. The place called Ficus point.

The place where only Sentosa stuff can enjoy karaoke-ing and playing pool or games.

Very nice place indeed. 4 star what do you except right. I very the "jakon" when I step in.

HAHA! really ! And I love their milo ! very nice. hehe!

Okay la. Going to bed. Later planing to meet Eka, Ct and Yan. Going woodlands meet Azhar.

Morning ! :D

weekends

2010-12-06T00:49:00.005+08:00

Hello !

Yes , I been MIA from my blog for so long.

Sorry for that. I didn't know that someone even read my blog posts.

Appreciate that much ! Hee :D

My weekend sucks.

Spend most of the time sleeping.

Sunday when to my mum place at Bukti Merah.

My mum place is full of my pictures there. Took same using my iphone.

Last Friday went to the new mall at Serangoon called "Nex"

Really huge. I think its the 2nd largest mall in Singapore. I THINK LA. lols !

Interview Shaw movie place. Hopefully they call. I really need a job. Any recommendation or lobang? Tell me okay !

Nex really make my life easier :)

Now I dont have to travel to Ang Mo Kio or town to watch movies. And the best thing is theres Wendy's! AWESOME ! My favorite !

Talking about Wendy's, You should try their new cheesy Mushroom burger. Super nice!

I dont know to you. Farah hates it. LOL. but to me nice :D

Love their fries especially their chilli sauce ! heee.

Holiday started. Exam and practical all finish ! Yayness !

I'm sure I'm gonna miss ITE life. :(

My BB beauty mates. Wednesday is the last gathering for us. :(

Ms Tan going treat us PIZZA !

I'm sure gonna snap lots of pictures! Graduation is on Feb 2011.

I wanna go higher nitec pretty pleaseee ! insyallah, Amin!

cheesy mushroom burger.

My old modeling pictures

2010-09-05T23:31:00.001+08:00

Geylang bazaar with the irritating's !

I had fun laughing at their jokes even though I'm their joke -.-

Buat outing lagi okay ! :D

2010-09-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

This are some of the accessories that I bought last month.

17th monthsary

2010-08-23T01:52:00.003+08:00

Happy 17th monthsary baby !

1 year and 5 months together :)

I'm not so sure about the plan today.

But maybe we're gonna watch movie ! Maybe Step up 3D!

& Maybe going Geylang bazaar with him to check out our couple baju raya.

Can't wait !

2010-08-22T03:08:00.004+08:00

My blog is seriously DEAD.

I've been super busy and having lots of personal problems.

I've been skipping school & Making more enemies then last year.

Oh god, Whats happening to my life.

FML.

Like people always say,

No matter how nice I am to people. There are still some who hates me. Well, it doesn't matter. I was not born to please everyone.

Back to life now.

Iftar with Farah & Ella just now at Geylang.

Saw some familiar faces. After iftar meet Ekka for awhile and off to Grandlink.

Karaoke for 2 hours. We ended at 10.30pm. After that we walked to bazaar for awhile to buy my mum hotdog waffle.

We walked to Eunos MRT. And aboard bus from there to Hougang.

Ella drop at my place and we when for a smoke.

After smoke Ella have to go before she miss her last bus.

Me & Farah wanted to slack for awhile.

About 10-15 mins, While we were smoking. I saw a police car parking.

I told Farah and we quickly walk to the opposite block.

Farah were to scared and we when up the block.

Waited for 10 mins & Farah sent me home.

While Farah walking home, I on the phone with her.

Sweet uh? I know :D

Seoul tower locks of love

2010-08-05T01:47:00.003+08:00

I came through this on Tumblr.

& I really wanna go Seoul just because of this !

Have you heard The Seoul Tower locks of love ?

omgggg. I SO WANNA GO!

Seoul will be my like my second place to go on a honeymoon.

First will be Paris ! :D

Take a look at this website for more info

http://www.buhaykorea.com/2009/04/10/n-seoul-towers-locks-of-love/

happy birthday !

2010-07-30T01:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY GIRLS ; ELLA & FIA !

I was shock to know that you both share the same birthday !

Lol ! Have a freat 17th & 18th birthday celebration to you both !

&& for ella ! I can't wait for steamboat on Saturday ! yaaaaaaaay !

Present I will give. Don't worry. But have to wait. I may not give on the day itself. Maybe next month okay babes. sorry :(

Love! oxox :D

street dance

2010-07-30T00:44:00.004+08:00

Skipped BDM lesson just to watch Street Dance with Boyf, Boyf already book the tickets earlier because he ends his class slightly earlier than me.

So he book 4.40 show at GV Tampines.

He when back to school just to fetch me from class.

When to Tampines by bus 31. We sit around Tampines mall sky garden talk about things happened this few days. around 4.20 we when in the cinema. Boyf bought macaroni & cheese! Yummy ! waited for the movie to start. Overall I love the movie. It was okay. Some funny part I laugh like f ! lol ! I rate around 4/5 stars :D But I bet Step up 3 is better than this ! I'm so gonna watch ! Not forgetting cats and dogs 2!

After movie, when back to Kallang, Boyf place.

Searching for my favorite rose ring, But didnt manage to find it. I was pissed.

Than when back to Hougang and met Farah & Anna for awhile.

Finally its Friday !

but tmr ade ATT sia. f up.

_l_

:P

2010-07-29T02:32:00.002+08:00

Didnt update my blog for days already.

Apologize for that.

I've been busy & stressed up with life.

There's this one case, Involve me and Tisha in. But not to worry. We both are the good ones finding the bad ones. Lols.

Boyf start working already :(

At Eng Wah Suntec part-timer.

So now we can't meet each other like we use to meet :(

But Thank god Farah always here by my side accompanying me where ever I go :D

LOVE YOU DARL!

But on the bright side, Today Boyf day off !

yippeee ! We're going on a Movie date after school !

Thats mean I'm not going for Body massage lesson.

Gonna skip it today.

Boy & me plan to watch the new movie that just out today.

Street dance ! (Y)

Can't wait. Will be watching at Tampines GV. at 5.45 show. :D

If boyf treat ! so called our 16 monthsary celebration.

Saturday

2010-07-19T01:37:00.003+08:00

Spend my Saturday Sheesa-ing again with Farah, Ekka, Ella and boyf.

Met Farah inside bus 51 and drop at Bugis. Met Ekka at the traffic light near Bali lane.

We 3 when to our usual place Mosi Cafe.

& waited for Ella and boyf to come.

After sheesa-ing, We when to Esplande to watch fireworks. :D

After that when to Marina Square to meet Amir and friends.

Met Rok my ex too. Damn his slimmer then before sia.

Ella met Pino too.

Around 10+ we headed home.

Will be having my Nafa test again today. F up.

After Nafa, I'll be heading home to shower and bring along my Dslr Camera for my SSP facial project. Farah will be my model for facial. Intan & Fiah will be coming too. For Mira & Ella model.

:D excited much! I miss Fiahh ! hee

But tomorrow gonna be a tiring day in fact.

Have to be in school by 8 so that means I have to wake up at 6.30.. Promised Mira that I won't be late tomorrow !

despicable me !

2010-07-17T01:43:00.002+08:00

I overslept today, So I didnt attend school.

Called Farah, But she didnt ans. So I called Ella and we plan to meet at tampines mall for smoke and lepak. Waited for her less then half and hour at tam interchange.

Meet Farah there too.

Then go for our smoke at our usual place.

after that we when to Tampines mall to buy our ticket for the despicable me movie. We bought at 3.10 show.

waited for boyf at tamp mall garden the off to fair price to buy our snacks.

we straight away when to the cinema.

the movie was freaking funny & cute ! i love agnes ! cute nak mampos!

people who havent watch this movie must2 watch!

i rate 10/10 :)

After movie, we bum into Taufik and Taufik mum treat us food !

hehe.

after that we rush back to hougang and meet Tisha at 240 to get my lens that I order from her.

slack for awhile and when home :D

Facial

2010-07-14T01:33:00.003+08:00

Yes !

Finally, I've finish my Facial form for Monday !

Farah will be my model for my Facial on Monday :D

Intan will be coming down too. She will be Ella's Model on that day.

Sian. In the morning I still have to go for NAFA test!

Its from 8am to 12pm. Then I'm gonna rush home eat & bath off back to school.

Our models have to be in school by 2.30.. & us the therapies have to be earlier to setup the couches for our model. Woahh. Da macam princess sia! How lucky !

Everybody is talking about the movie "despicable me"

they say that the movie is very hilarious & some even rate 10/10.

I MUST SEE !

OKAY BBY :D Student prices lah. $6 ! I love being a student !

I'm going off to bed soon.

Class starts at 10 later.

&& I cant be late its SSP class. If I'm late, I have to pay up 50 Cents. wtf? I know !

Good Nights !

Belated present from blood dad !

2010-07-09T01:34:00.004+08:00

I'm a bad girl today. Keep class today through out the whole day.

I just came for Lifeskills & Body massage class.

During Lifeskills, I receive a call from blood dad.

So ans his call. He called me just to tell a good news.

The moment he say about the good news. I was damn happy.

I was jumping around outside the corridor outside my class.

Dad said that my shoes has arrive ! :D

After school I straight meet up boyf at Forum and waited for bus 2 and drop at Lavender MRT to Sembawang my dad place. From there we walked to my dad's block.

The first thing was I ask was my shoe. But dad didnt want to take it out.

He ask me to eat first.. after that he took out a box.

I was so excited to see how it looks like.

I waited for like 5 min then I start ripping of the paper.

I love it ! woo!

Dad gave me a kiss on my forehead and say happy belated birthday !

touching.

when going back home. Salam nenek & dad. I gave them both 2 wet kiss on their cheeks. :)

hehe. Thanks dad. love youuuuuuu !

New term !

2010-07-08T01:27:00.004+08:00

School holiday has ended.

New term. New timetable. New module.

The good news is, I love my this term timetable.

No more 8am class. The earliest is 9 latest is 12 !

But everybody say every timetable always has a day that you just cant get away with.

I SUPER HATE THURSDAY. 9 to 6. Die die, Sian sian.

Thats only the timetable.

For the modules.

I took body massage [I REGRET IT]. I should have taken nail service. asshole. I try to talk to the teacher in charge. See what she say.

Salon service Operation.

This module, we have to bring in 2 models for a make over. waxing,facial?makeup?

Im finding some model now. Anyone wants?

aesthetic treatment.

I not so sure about this module.

I havent even touch on it.

But dont worry. I got this lesson today,

I'll update more about this later.

okay, Im done here.

My back is aching. heading bed soon.

have to wake up at 7.30 later. Class starts at 9. Damn. so shag.

Nights people.

Loves

Shisa

2010-07-08T01:09:00.002+08:00

3 July 2010; Saturday.

When Shisa with Farah,Ekka,Boyf, Ella and Ayumi.

Meet up Farah first in the bus 51 itself.

We drop at Kallang to meet boyf first then together head to Bugis.

It was raining cats and dogs. I hate the weather.

Meet up Ekka first then waited for Ayumi at Banquet Raffles Hospital.

She was late. after she reach we when to our normal place Mosi cafe for shisa.

Ordered wedges and shisa yummy ! we ordered apple flavor.

We sitted there till late. around 10+ we headed home.

Daily reader ?

2010-07-08T00:51:00.002+08:00

Hello :)

To my daily reader on my tagboard.

I didn't know there's even someone reading my post blog..

Thanks whoever you are :)

My blog post all so boring. Thats the reason I didn't wanna update daily anymore.

Now I'm more to Tumblr. Dont worry. I'll update it from now on. :)

I try my best even though I'm busy.

Thanks for reading :)

Loves !

Rip Ridzuan Jumali

2010-06-27T01:02:00.001+08:00

A post specially for a special friend.

Oh my god .. Looking at this photo makes me cry even harder. I miss you Ridzuan.

I’m sorry for every single thing I’ve done. The recent fight we got into but we’re okay know. Im glad about that. Thanks for being there of me when I need u. And thanks for being my listening ear when I need one.. Yes, I still remember the past with you. When to Vivo other. Meet up after school at Potong Pasir. & I still keep the recent messages about your life u send me through Facebook. After reading is I cried, I still can’t believe that you’re gone forever. I know we planned to meet each other soon. But god dont let us. All this happen in a sudden. I miss you. really do. I’m crying. I can’t stop. The will never stop reading your past tweets and your pictures at facebook.

whatever it is. You maybe gone in this world. But your memory & the pictures we took I will save it inside my heart.

Take care Ridzuan Jumali.. al-fatehah utk arwah,Biar lapang Dan terang kubor dia,Dan semoga rohnye dicucuri rahmat Amin.

Rip special friend. ♥

Belated present ~

2010-06-24T03:02:00.004+08:00

Thanks to Boyf mum & Lil sis for the belated Birthday present !

15 monthsary out ~

2010-06-24T02:07:00.003+08:00

Sakae Sushi & Toy Story 3

A must see movie ! Hilarious!

5/5 :D

More pictures

http://zielapelat.multiply.com/photos/album/66/15_Monthsary_

Happy 15 monthsary !

2010-06-23T01:06:00.001+08:00

Happy 15 Monthsary baby !

Can't wait for sakae later :D

& a mini surprise from me :)

overview

2010-06-23T01:00:00.002+08:00

Firstly I apologizing cause I didn't update for so long.

I'm Gaining weight. And that sucks. FML.

Birthday celebration fucking awesome.

I got drunk. Thanks to Jopie for buying drinks.

Thats one of my present. :D

Thank you to my baby girls for creating all this for me.

&& the presents. Thanks baby girls.

2010-06-14T02:29:00.002+08:00

Omg ! I cried while watching this.
Dearest Farah, Thank you so much for making this video.
I'm touch. Really. I love you so much. Promise me we wont be apart till the end of time okay honey B ? ;)

oxox!

BIRTHDAY WISH

2010-06-14T01:43:00.006+08:00

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES !

BY FACEBOOK, PHONE & MESSAGE !

LOVE YOU ALL !

17th mini celebration w mum & dad

2010-06-13T23:38:00.003+08:00

13 June ; Sunday

When out to eat with mum & dad so called mini celebration of my 17th birthday.

Ive been wanting to try Mahattan Fishmarket.

So we when to Marina Square outlet.

The truth is, I prefer Fish & co then mahattan.

But overall everything was okay.

They have good customer service.

I so excited for later!

Celebration with my sweethearts !

I'm touch they have make this celebration at Sentosa thing just for me.

Thank you so much !

Ella,Farrah,Zela, Kennetth,boyf,tini,fiah,shaun and jopie is coming ! Its gonna be a Blast!

But please please please dont rain. I'm begging.

MORE PICTURES

http://zielapelat.multiply.com/photos/album/64/64#

17th birthday present in advance !

2010-06-11T23:56:00.002+08:00

Mom & Dad gave my birthday present in advance !

Mummy say she cant stand it when I keep asking her what's my present this year. & what she bought for me. haha! Firstly Daddy gave his present first. Dad bought for me a laptop bag.

Then Mom came with her present. I have damn shock. Mum told me that my mouth was wide open when I was the camera. HAHA! I nearly cried. Since last 2 years or last year Ive been wanting this camera. Omg, Thanks mum !

& Dad, Thanks for the laptop bag ! Finally I dont need to carry my heavy laptop here and there.

Love you both !

I feel like I'm the luckiest daughter, for all this years,

what I wanted I get like I wanted a "pink" Viao laptop,Ive already got it.

I wanted an iPhone, I've already got it. :)

I wanted a "pink" digital camera, Ive already got it.

Now Finally a DSLR Camera. I finally have it ! Thanks Mum. It means so much to me!

Swimming with Ella and Camie

2010-06-04T01:07:00.002+08:00

3 June ; Thursday

When swimming with my beauty mates.

Ella and Camie. It was last minute plan actually.

They wanted to go Jurong Swimming complex but I have no ezlink for MRT.

Just bus. So sweet of them to change plan last minute. So meet them at Sengkang swimming complex. As usual I am the star karat. Always late ! hehe. sorry guys.

Ella such a hot stuff just now.

Till 2 guys ask for her number sia!

hahaha! but she didnt give, she just give her msn email.

around 5 we stop and took our shower.

We was so tan. Im fucking tan. I swear I hate it.

After shower we ate mcdonalds, Thank you so much illah for the double cheese. Love you so so much !

Tomorrow gonna taste Farah's cupcakes.

wooo! Going Boyf house to send some of them.

Then going sim lim to search for Farah's webcam.

I'm fucking broke now.

I need to buy Cigg.

I need to do eyebrow treading.

damn...

Oh yes. Im in love with liam hemsworth.

Farah 17th birthday celebration

2010-05-30T01:24:00.007+08:00

On the 28 which is on Vesak day.

Celebrate Farah's 17 birthday, We made a belated one because on the day of 27 her sister done a chalet for her own birthday celebration.

Suppose to meet Fia & Tini at 10 sharp in the morning. Because we're rushing for time.

But me as usual the star karat. Was late by 5 -10 min.

Took train to Somerset and when to Somerset 313.

We when straight to the Icing room and order our size of cake.

Each of us get to decorate the cake.

Kinda messy to us but in the end it was awesome , we made with our hard word.

When off around 12+ going 1, took bus to Marina Square.

We thought Farah, The birthday girl was waiting for us down there.

But nope, she was super late. But its okay. Shes the birthday girl right ;)

After waited for less the half an hour, finally she came & a few seconds later Illah reach too.

When for our smoke break for awhile then off to Seoul Garden!

It was so pack! We kinda had a bad service due to alot of customer. I already reserve 5 seats and still I have to be wait ! but understand understood. Its a Public Holiday right.

After eating, we headed to payung. hehe. Its near merlion park and fullerton Hotel..

Waited for boyf to reach then cake cutting session!

after eating. Took some pictures.

Then we became bored. So off to Vivo!

First stop Daiso.

I bought my favourite caramel corn & a drink that taste like redbull.

Chit chat with each other.

Tini and Fia when off first then us 3.

I had an awesome Vesak day !

MORE PICTURES

http://zielapelat.multiply.com/photos/album/62/Farah_Sweet_17th_Birthday_

14 monthsary !

2010-05-24T13:49:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was our 14 monthsary !
When to watch the last song movie at cathey Dhoby Ghaut.
Reach there at 3+ when we reach we straight away go buy the tickets.
Thank god we get a good view. We get the 5.40 show

After we bought the tickets.. There this Carrefour sale I bought my favourite jelly bean and caramel corn.. After that we go for our smoke break near starbucks.
Boyf havent eat since morning, So I treat him to Jalan Kayu. I ate cheese and egg prata and boyf ate Nasi berani Dam. After eating its already 5.35. We rush back to cathey.
The movie was damn sad. But I still perfer Dear John.
People who likes romantic movie should watch this. I give a rate of 4/5 :)
Boyf almost cried. HAHA. cute or what! I cry like hell sia. I finish up all my tissues in the end.
Movie finish around 7+. After movie, we go for our smoke break for awhile and proceed to bugis. I wanted to by a shirt at Iluma. But they are out of stock for their biggest size. how sad :(
So when to BHG. Then I pass by Topshop. I was freaked out when I was the 60% off sale outside their shop. I when in then I was this one shirt was on offer at 19 bucks ONLY. That time I wanted to buy but it was 30++. I bought it. After that headed back home.

oxox.

Pictures will be upload by tonight !

14 MONTHSARY❤

2010-05-23T02:11:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 14 MONTHSARY BABYYYYYY !❤❤❤❤❤❤

We are like 1 year 2 months old!

I still remember the first day we met each other.

You were so freaking slack on our first date.

You wore slipper, torn jeans and a plain black tee.

& you confess that you didnt know how to buy a movie ticket to me. HAHA!

funny ! But still you steal my heart.

I love you in every ways. May we last long forever. I love you!

Promise me to watch the last song today okay. Our special day!

The Abandoned

2010-05-22T13:49:00.003+08:00

Yesterday when to school late AGAIN.

Didnt attend CSV class in the morning.

I reach school at 10 sharp.

So straight to Beauty lab. Be a model for mira.

Get my nail shape,paint and paraffin waxed by her. She improve her painting !

After that have my last test on Manicure. Shaping,massage,paraffin waxed and painting the nails.

Sadly my painting sucks :(

When Straight back home.

Planned with boyf that we going see movie.

I was planing to watch the back up plan movie.

But when I check at GV website the preview the movie just one time in one day.

wtf? So I plan to watch the last song. But my makeup took like half and hour.

Plan to watch 6.20 show full habis.

So watch the abandoned. Great movie. but the sound effect mcm sial. Thur out alot how shocking part. Its NC16. So you know I know. But the fucking last part making the whole story complicated sia. Till I shout the word "what the fuck?" in the cinema. HAHA. Boleh jadi giler!

You know great Singapore sale is here.

Shopping boleh jaDI GILE!!!!

how I wish I was a rice man daughter :(

or either money grow on trees.

damn it !

okay2. I better be find something to wear later.

Going Buto Sama Anda Fest later.

Boyf band performing.

&& Tomorrow is our 14 monthsary ! weeee !

TATA !~

Faizal & Ina wedding day ; 150510

2010-05-16T22:19:00.003+08:00

MORE PICTURES

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=57162&id=1067851999

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY FIDA!

2010-05-12T23:31:00.003+08:00

Happy 20th birthday Fida !

On the Tuesday night when to shisa at Mosi Cafe to celebrate Fida bday!

Me & Farah makes things happened.

Surprise her the birthday cake.

More pictures

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=56894&id=1067851999

bad day

2010-05-12T00:36:00.003+08:00

Fuck.

I had a bad bad bad day today.

I got no mood to blog.

The whole day I was pissing off.

Could things get anymore worse ? FML.

I'm having my pedicure test tomorrow.

& I'm not attending SW. Most of the girls not attending.

I heard my new SW teacher is being such a ??*

Damn it. Whatever it is, I have to be in school before 10.

Or else I'm late for my test. Dont want last min.

done.

Mondaaaay

2010-05-11T00:28:00.002+08:00

When to school late.

School starts at 9 today but I didn't attend the first half.

After lunch then when in class.

I plan not to come today because I was so sleepy.

Yesterday I slept at 2+.

Because of the Facial test I come. Wouldn't wanna miss that test.

After school Mas and Ella followed me to meet Leena.

Farah followed too but she meet us at the bustop we alight.

Meet Leena under her husband block. Smoke for awhile then when up.

Waited for Is(leena husband) for so long to bring down his son.

Around 5 min then he came. I was the first to carry him.

SOo cute !! 10x lighter then my baby bro man.

hehe. After that we when back to Bedok inter and when to Sheng Siong.

Bought some snacks there. Ella wanted to follow slack at Hougang.

So took bus 25 then slack for awhile , Ella have to reach home early.

So send her to the bustop.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAAAAY

2010-05-09T02:14:00.004+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAAAY !

To my lovely-forever look young mum!

I love you with all my heart !

I know you've done alot for me since the day I step into the world.

I admire your confident in life. How you stood strong in every bad situation you have in life.

Every single day,minutes or second with you stays in my mind forever. Good or bad.

Sorry if I didnt make you proud in life. But I try my very best in future. I will suffer anything for you. Like you suffer for me in the older days. I'm touch and I'm like the luckies daughter in the world who have a mum like you.

Just bare this in mind.

"Mothers hold their children's hands for a short while,but their hearts forever."

AWESOME SATURDAY !

2010-05-09T02:05:00.003+08:00

8 May ; Saturday

Plan goes smoothly.

Meet boyf under my block at 5+ then Farah in the bus 51 of to Bugis.

I complain that I havent eat yet since morning.

So off to Qiji ate set 3 with was nasi lemak.

After eat met Camie,Ella, Zela and Pino outside Bugis MRT.

Off to Arab St. Shisa! Ordered Mango flavor. Taste okay. Not that bad.

Camwhore. In Farah cam total 148 pictures. (Y)

2-3 may

2010-05-09T01:23:00.006+08:00

Late Late post!

Gonna post last weekend pictures!

I'm just posting pictures.

2 May & 3 May

2 May ; Saturday

more pictures

http://zielapelat.multiply.com/photos/album/57/Saturday_Night

3 May ; Sunday

more pictures

http://zielapelat.multiply.com/photos/album/58/Sunday_2nd_May

:P

2010-05-04T20:21:00.002+08:00

Skip school today.

Blame on the timetable.

Starts school at 8.30am till 5. omg.

But I'll surely go school tomorrow.

School starts at 8. First period SW. Will be having swimming lesson ! yes, macam primany school kan? haha. it sucks though because after swim we have to rush and get ourself ready. get our hair dry like asap, makeup, change. We're always late for the next lesson. Haha kecohh !

Nothing really happened today.

Met Farah & boyf at a block near by my place.

Sit there for awhile and head to Heartland Mall to have our breakfast at Qiji.

Me and Farah ate set 6 but boyf ate set 3.

After breakfast, I was so damn full. Back to our normal lepak place by bus.

Shaun came. Then around 7+ headed home.

okay.. I'm done...

Still have to shower and eat dinner.

somemore do my facial.

byeee !

Marina's for the 3 straight days ;O

2010-05-03T00:57:00.010+08:00

Last update was 26 April.

1 whole week I didn't update.

Nothing much happened on the weekdays.

But I skipped school on the Tuesday & Friday.

Reasons that on the Tuesday my timetable really sucks.

Whole day theory. Can die. Seriously. At the end of the day 80% of the class is half awake.

But as on the Friday, I was to lazy. Class starts at 8 sharp. Sleepy + flu.

Fuck the weekdays.

Let's talk about my weekends !

I have a blast Photoshooting! All Thanks to Farah & her DSLR Camera.

30 April ; Friday.

Like I say I didn't attend school but in the evening when out with Boyf.

We planned to go The new Marina Bay Helix Bridge.

We meet inside the bus 51. Drop at City Hall MRT.

Walked to Marina-Esplanade-Marina Bay Helix Bridge.

We walk around and cam whore both of us.

Walked back to Marina Square and We sat there for awhile.

Played the App Tap Tap Revenge for awhile with each other.

By then it was already 10+. So we took bus and when home:D

1 May ; Saturday

I didnt have any plans on that day.

Mum & dad when back to Bukit Merah to do some clean up over there.

Grandparents when out for some kenduri.

& I am stuck at home. I told boyf that I'm craving for Kway Teow Beef at Far East Plaza.

Boyf & me plan to go there. Then Farah gave me an idea. We go somewhere that we can lepak and take alot of nice pictures.

So when to Marina Square first then to Esplanade.

Took alot of pictures with boyf. & the photographer Farah :D

Love all the pictures she took!

Thanks FARAH! oxox.

2 May ; Sunday.

Planned with Farah, Tini and boyf to Marina Barrage.

But in the end plan was ruin. But its okay, we had fun. Farah brought along her tripod.

Took alot2 of nice pictures together. But waiting for Farah to upload it.

When to Marina Bay Helix Bridge again. Farah & Tini wanted to go there.

When I was there I saw my Beauty friend. Nana and her family. I was shock to see her. lol.

Pictures gonna upload soon.

Stay Tune !

THE BEST MONDAY I EVER HAD !

2010-04-26T21:11:00.003+08:00

I was damn late for school today.

Woke up super later, 15 minutes before 9.

My first lesson starts at 9. (Y)

Reach school at 10 plus. But when I wanted to enter the classroom I saw some of my classmate when out. So I asked them has the lesson ended, she say that we have to do 2 assignment, after completing it we can go of our break till 1. Wow ! its like 3hrs break man! Alhamdulliah !

We plan to go outside school & eat our lunch.

So we all agreed to go Tampines mall. Walk around and headed to Long John to have our lunch.

after lunch.

Mileen, Nana, Mira & Zela when in Courts but me and Illah when for our smoke break at a nearby block.

After smoke , meet them back at Tampines interchange not that lon bus 31 arrive and we headed back to school.

Ftt lesson was freaking B.O.R.I.N.G ! Ms Tan is on MC today, So the OLD teacher teach us.

Im like freaking fucked up when she teach us. Firstly she teach to slow, lots of talking, wasting time, & strictly she cant see a mobile phone in our hand. I almost lost my temper on her just now. Yes, she caught me using my mobile. But the second time I was just looking down she was like "I told u , no Handphone ar" wtf? whatever , I'm not gonna elaborated more about this.

Class ended at 3+, after school. When back to Hougang by bus meet Farah & Ana at block 16 min while boyf came.

13 Monthsary & Saturday w my fav girls

2010-04-25T01:17:00.004+08:00

My Saturday was awesome !

Meet boyf at Bugis. I was super late. He when to dhoby Ghaut first to buy something.

That something is a gift for our 1 year 1 month anniversary.

I was super late. Sorry baby for the long2 wait.

Meet him at Tong sheng bustop.

After that when to BHG to purchase my contact lens.

Then when back go Tong Sheng to have our lunch.

Lunch was my treat..

After lunch , Off to Iluma. walk around.

When to this one shop at level 2. The things was so cool !

lols ! after walking around I was tired and we sat for a while.

Then I ask boyf what did he bought just now.

He was hiding the gift. Then he surprise me.

Its a care bear ! pink colour ! cuute ! I lovee it !

Gonna sleep with it from now on ! hehe.

chit chat there for a while then met Farah & Tini.

Followed Tini withdraw her money then me and farah was engross to Chewy Junior cream cakes/pie.

So we bought it !

Accompany them eat their dinner at BK Bugis.

After that off to Starbucks. Ate our cream cakes/pie took some pictures

then back to Iluma, we when in to the arcade. We watch some people play their games.

funny sungguh sia kite.

hehe. Then we plan tomorrow we're going back to bugis just to play arcade there.

After that headed back home by bus.

13 Monthsary

2010-04-23T00:41:00.001+08:00

Happy 1 year 1 month anniversary !

Love you so damn much ! ❤

xoxo ❤

Sorry :(

2010-04-21T22:54:00.002+08:00

Nak cakap betol2 sorry dgn Ifaa :(

Yesterday woke up super late.

Masok class pon lambat, Nasib cikgu tak popet2.

I already promised her that I'll be going to school with her.

Tapi bodoh nye aku over-slept!

I guess Ifaa marah :(

Sooooooo sorry !

This post is especially for you! sweet tak ?! hee.

Sorry b !

Saturdaaaaaay !

2010-04-18T00:00:00.002+08:00

Spend my saturday with my family at Orchard today.

Mummy's friend treat us seoul garden behalf of my mum birthday present.

19 april is her birthdaaaaay ! waow ! :DD

Happy birthday in advance mummy !

After eating, walk around town and first send kak ashura to meet her boyf, then send mummy's friend to the bustop infront 313 Somerset.

Then I'm off to meet boyf infront of 313 Somerset.

Walked around forever 21. Boleh jadi GILAA ! I CANT WAIT FOR MY MONEEY !

After 313 when to Orchard Centra rooftop. FUHH punye la menderita naik !

U know i phobia of heights. fucking scary ! But when we reach on top it was so romantic! windy.

And all the lights.

After that we walked to Plaza Singapura and when to carrefour , Bought Sushi and bread.

Munch2 inside the bus 51 when home.

2010-04-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

Al-Fatihah.

Achik Spin.

:'(

10 & 11 APRIL 10

2010-04-15T00:02:00.004+08:00

Hello !

And yes I'm back,

Finally have some time to do a proper post for this few days things had happen in life.

I'm just gonna blog things that I remember. I try to recall some unforgettable memories like......

10 April 10 ; Saturday.

Woke up in the morning, Nenek woke me up and asked me if I wanted to follow my mum & step dad to expo later for my dad audition. But they're heading to Bukit Merah first to take some things before going expo.

So took my bath & get ready, Didnt manage to apply my makeup, Mum ask me to hurry up because we're running late. I just apply some light powder and lipstick.

Thank god my mum took taxi from Hougang to Bukit Merah.

Reach Bukti Merah mum & dad rushing to get ready while I apply some makeup and do some touching up.

After all of us ready by then its already 3.30.

The audition starts at 5 but the contestants have to be there by 4.

So again took taxi from Bukit Merah to Singapore Expo.

Reach there about a few minutes.

And you know what ? Guess who the first person I saw?

My beloved Ex. Shazuan aka Wan Penyek. Yes that a**hole. son of a *toot*.

Freaking shocking siaa. My heart like wanna poop out from my chase sia !

He with his dad. I suspect his mum also joining the audition. Baik ! (Y)

While my other makcik's and pakcik's admiring my baby brother, I was busy finding someone to call & help. Called boyf at first but didnt ans. So I called Farah. I told Farah I'm at Expo now. Tell her that Sezairi is here and Cinta fitri actor. She told me that she know about it. She wanted to come but only if Tini is free. I plead her to come. Because my worse nightmare is here.

So I called Tini, Thank god Tini was free on that day. WOOO ! called Farah back and she told me that she's getting ready now. What a relieve ! So called boyf to come too.

Then my mum fedup to see his mum face. Alahh. If u all dont know. My family & his family conflict with each other because of something. You can know the reason in my past post which you can find under FEB 09. Nak kpo pergi la click eh.

Mum finding somewhere to sit. Mum punye la pandai go walk infront of him.

Then one my cousin pulak with him. Sekali they go salam my mum and admiring my baby brother. Aku yang kene diri betol2 depan si sial tu. BAGUS !

Fuck, I just keep staring at my phone and didnt even look up. BENCI TENGOK TU MUKE.

So finally mum walk from that place and she manage to find a sit near the entrance.

Waited for kak Ashurah there. When she reached, I complain that I'm hungry. I wanted to eat Burger King. Mum dont want. Mum being vain. Saying Burger King place no aircon. -.-

So I went and bought a meal and pack. Mum wanted to eat Subway. When O just reach Subway Farah called , She told me that she have reach already so met her infront of the entrance of hall 6. Farah was craving for keropok lekor. Its her lucky day the event selling lekor inside. So she bought $4. And we when to Burger king and eat. Boyf meet us there.

Farah tak habis2 talk about Wan penyek.

I guess she miss Wan la.

That time baru dream of him kan. LOL.

She told me that she cant wait to see Wan. I was like "mampos! rindu nah ke?"

HAHA. after that when inside . Farah die2 wanna see Wan. So I showed her.

Sekali Wan pass by. Farah say that Wan smile at her. *ceh ! kening naik2* LOL.

Tapi seriously uh. When I was there & he also was there. My cousins was like looking at me semacam sia. Yeah, our conflict was hot topic. Everbody knows about it. Da macam Rihanna and Chris Brown case gitu. HAHA. We waited till result show. Sadly dad didnt win. Mak dektu masok 2nd round. Congrats eh. =.= Mum and dad went home first. Me,Farah and boyf stayed to watch Cinta fitri aka The sisters. In the end buang masa je. Didnt get to take pic. :(

11 April 10; Sunday.

When to Expo again to catch Sleeq.

Biase jugak . DEKTU pon ade.

Haiyerr. Meyampaah.

In the end. Sleeq perform late.

We cant stay long due to starting school tomorrow. :(

Then I was like "tengok la ! ni si wan penyek nye pasal sak! bile ade dia je hidop aku suway! "

Then we when back home.

Kla da tak larat nak type lagi.

English pon da gone.

Mak oi ! Panjang nye ku type.

Kla tomorrow school.

but start at 10 ! heee.

Good night ! ZzZzZzZzZZzZ.............

Back !

2010-04-09T03:56:00.004+08:00

damn it . long time no blog.

Just finish dying my hair ! :)

maroon kind of colour. nice !

Tomorrow maybe heading to Kallang, boyf house. His sister misses me so much !

& I promise boyf mum to do for her full facial.

Its like a month Ive last when to his house:(

next week starting school already.

YAY/HAIS? I say both, I say Yay because I miss my Beauty Babies & I miss doing facial and mask! For like 3 weeks already my face havent done facial and mask only I am the one who do for people. I Sigh because of the classes. damn. EFC & CSV & LLA. effing boring.

Somemore April intake students coming in.

Tengok2 siapa yang masok beauty therapy april. & who get in higher nitec in spa. hmmm.

Gonna meet Ifa first day for school !

She get in beauty therapy !

yayy !

PITBULL

2010-03-30T12:35:00.003+08:00

PITBULL IS COMING TO SINGAPORE !

I MUST GOO ! 75 BUCKS! MAMA PLEASE !

sushi !

2010-03-30T12:27:00.002+08:00

Last Saturday which was on the 27 March.

When out with mummy, Kak ashurah and daddy Not forgetting my baby bro.

When to Mustafah center first then off to vivo to eat then to Parkway.

Met Boyf at parkway then off to hougang to meet Farah.

pissed !

2010-03-28T02:46:00.005+08:00

damn it !

I'm starting to hate people.

Fuck their attitude ! Talk like a whore !

Take a look at the mirror first then you can judge others bitch !

Listen here !

I know A-Z about your past okay.

how many guys fucked/rape you.

I respect you but dont ever cross my limit !

& the other one.

you fucking vain bitch.

don't acting as if your that rich asshole !

fucking vain ! I really felt disgusted ..

1 Year Anniversary & Ben & Jerry free ice cream day ! ❤❤❤

2010-03-24T00:18:00.012+08:00

Ben & Jerry free ice cream day !

Falls on our anniversary ! How awesome is that ! hehe.

Meet at 3. Boyf fetch me at my place..

We grab our ice cream first at Orchard Central Ben & Jerry.

We were lucky the Q was not that long.

I choose Cookie Affair ice cream & boyf choose choco chip.

yummy !

After Ben & Jerry , Next stop BBQ chicken at Cineleisure Orchard !

After eating, we have no way to go. So we when to Marina Square and sat over there

for awhile chit chat with each other. around 9+ we walk to 51 bustop and when home:)

More pictures at

http://zielapelat.multiply.com/photos/album/52/52