Trashy, Useless, Worthless.

-271007- the unforgetable day.

Sunday, October 29, 2006

271006 good bye to him. nice knowing you. And thkz for everything u gif me. The days we were togther. but 271006 you left me. good bye. and hope you and ur gf last long bye bye now and 4ever. but 271006 hello to him. hehes we have fun together. but only fwenz laa. hahs . he let my sadness and depressedness gone.. wooo thkz.!! ahahs

__ziela-luv him*ann

Geylang + Fauzie = Crazy us.

Saturday, October 21, 2006

Today me farah nani when to geylang. coz nani want to buy beg raye. so we waited for the green light to crozz another side den farah pok me wif her elbow i was like WAD?! pain lar! then she say tgk tuu tgk tuuu!!!! then i say pe???!! so i look i saw a guy wearing cap side view la.. den i ask her again who the hell is he??!! then farah say FAUZIE!! i say FAUZIE?!! KO BIAR BETIK SIAL??!! den i look at his face den i arghhhhh!!!! its fauzie!!!! omg!!!! fauzie!!! ahahah first time tao!! ahahah soo cute!!! but botak ahahah NS MAHH!!! eheheh soo fun n luck la todayy =]=]

-211006-

`___Ziela* iilovean.=P

By Me. Ziela~

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

+.:.Boy: I Saw Her Today.:.+
+.:.Girl: I Saw Him Today.:.+
+.:.Boy: It Seems Like Its Been Forever.:.+
+.:.Girl: I Wonder If He Still Cares.:.+
+.:.Boy: She Looks Better Then Before.:.+
+.:.Girl: I Couldnt Stop Staring At Him.:.+
+.:.Boy: I Asked Her How Things Were Going.:.+
+.:.Girl: I Asked About His New Girlfriend.:.+
+.:.Boy: I'd Choose Her Over Any Girl I'm with.:.+
+.:.Girl: He's Probly Really Happy Right Now.:.+
+.:.Boy: I Couldn't Look At Her Without Starting To Cry.:.+
+.:.Girl: He Couldn't Even Look At Me.:.+
+.:.Boy: I Told Her I Miss Her.:.+
+.:.Girl: He Doesn't Mean It.:.+
+.:.Boy: I Meant It.:.+
+.:.Girl: He Didn't Mean It.:.+
+.:.Boy: I Love Her.:.+
+.:.Girl: He Loves His New Girlfriend.:.+
+.:.Boy: I Held Her For The Last Time.:.+
+.:.Girl: He Gave Me A Friendly Hug.:.+
+.:.Boy: Then I Went Home And Cried.:.+
+.:.Girl: Then I Went Home And Cried.:.+
+.:.Boy: I Lost Her .:.+
+.:.Girl: I Love Him.:.+
By:*ZieLa* =]

Damn ii Hate My life.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

ii really hate my life!! firstly yesterday when i am going out i ask my grandmother for only $2. she shout at me. i only want $2 is difficult to get.. ONLY $2! argh!! then she started sh0uting,scolding me,talk about money problems and wadever shit..!! i am really depressed with this life.sometime feel like cutting myself to dead. who loves me?? everybody hate me. my parents . my grandparent . everybody in this world. except my friends and my sis and bros. they are the only people i love and care about. theres no freedom in my life stuck in this house sometimes. Then today I told my grandmother that i am going out she shouted at me again. i told her i wanted to see the shoed that i am goin to buy for hari raya this year.. she started to talk about the old shoes that i b0ught. she told me that i d0nn0 h0w to choose the right size for me.like the last shoe i bought and tat was last year duh!! im GROWN UP!!! im a teenager!! plz !! then she ask me to g0 buy the shoes wif my mum. then i told her my mum ask me to buy the shoes by my own.. c0z my mum dont n0e what type of shoes tat im g0ing to buy so she give me the money and ask me to buy with my fwenz.. i told her all that den my grandmum juz keep quite uh! c!! argh!!! im FUCK up!!!

-151006-

*___Ziela`

Today -141006-

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Today as normal i when out with my friends- farah.ana and suu. Firstly Farah meet me under my blk after that me and farah walk till blk 283. Then me and farah saw su and ana. they told us that their tuition has been cancel. we are so happy t0 heared that after that we went to kovan mc to eat hehe tak puase ar kiter org..ehehe. farah bought mc chicken, small coke and ice cone. ana bought the same as farah. su only bought ice cream cone. then after that farah belanja me and su an0ther ice cream cone..wooohhoooo!! thankz farah!! ehehe.. after we eat.. ana wanted to meet her sis syahirah awhile.. suddenly farah saw her sister on the other side of the road we shouted her name. after one minute she came to her sis ana. ana ask her sis to top up her ezlink card. but her sis refuse to they fight for a while abt the topup ezlink card thingy.. so ana have no choice to follow her sis to topup her card..so ana ask us to wait for her at blk 253 so we three walk together as we walk we talk abt our life last year.. my ex rauzan.. nearly reach at the blk we saw ana behide us. so farah plan to us away from ana. but its to late ana caught us ahaha. den we sit for awhile den when to blk 254 den sit dere suddenly my m0od totally change and feel sad coz tat place has alot of my memories. omg! starting from tat part i my m0od totally change.. den su have to go meet her mum at azira res. they eat dere after eating she meet us again.. after she meet up we when to aroozoo on the way there we walk pass banglow houses. banglow houses deres alot of dog rite dere tiz house inside deres 4 dogs, 3 of the dog start braking at us one of dem nearly g0t out of the gate soo we ran as fast as we can.. after tat we laugh at each other non stop after we reach aroozoo park we started to play the swing and see-saw s0o after tat we when back home..
-141006-
-ZieLa-

fwenz???

Friday, October 13, 2006

Yesterday was a disaster. Firstly it was 0k i have fun with my friends. Then in the n0on there comes the disaster.My s0 call friend FIQAH. i saw her with her b0y(alep) and his boy s0 call poser joker gang wh0 is n0h.rudy.sharul. d0rg bleh jadi daa ketalanz. mepekz j0ker k0n0n. firstly me farah n nani saw fiqah she was siting behide alep bicycle and alep was sitting in front. i so call fwen fiqah saw us and juz ignor us.is tat call fwenz?? outside wif her boifwen forget abt her fwenz.but in sk0ol fwenz number one?? actually we must gif 50% to our bf and 50% of our fwenz. bf dey can leave you anytime. but fwenz are 4ever.dey are dere for you if u reli care 4 dem and love dey will sh0w u the same say too.. but my so call fwen fiqah doesnt think like tiz.. after h0w mani minutes my fwen su call me.and ask me did i say the idiots den i say yeshh i saw dem all. my fwen su t0l me tat FIQAH call her pendek. sampai hati panggil kwn name. s0o wad su pendek dier tu tetek besar!! fuck t0l! after tat farah plainning to pecah rasia abt azura n n0h to raihan. raihan stead wif azura. n0w azura stead wif two boiz n0h and raihan.. so farah msg raihan using my hp and tell the whole story to him. raihan was reli angry when he hear tat den he ask farah to meet him farah meet after tat i d0nn0 wad happen. the at nite dere come the horrible disaster. i decided to call my fwen wh0 has a sickness.i reli feel pity for him. everytime i k0l him her will say he wanna die. but i d0nt want my fwen to die.. i cryed coz of him. to tat person plz d0nt d0 such stupid thingz keaz. argh i reli hate my life every single day i have new problems in my mind. cant it stop?! argh its making me so0o depressed n i start my stupid stuff like cutting myself. argh. tat all

Ziela*

my new blog.tag me kaez!!

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Heys. This is my 2nd blog. Juz make Thiz blog today.hahas. my First Blog I deleted c0z didnt update it for a lone time. s0o decide to d0 a new one.hehes d0nt 4get to tag me at http://deadlyheartbrokenpwincess.blogspot.com thkz!!

*ZieLa*