Trashy, Useless, Worthless.

Second day of work was okay.

Trained by kak Fadah. All her teaching really make things more easier to remember.

I still headache with the stupid walkie talkie, timing all. But I can get the hang of it ABIT UH.

Tomorrow is my last day of training, Thursday SOLO. damn damn damn. aku takoot !

Today end work at 6pm. phew! My legs are all sore. I really need a leg massage right now. BADLY.

Tomorrow work again. same timing. 1-6pm. But firstly I have to go to do my ezlink at AMK Inter. Gonna go out early uhh.

dont wanna be late for work. & I seriously need a watch. Being a runner selalu need to see time.

my eyes are really heavy. Heavy ttm. I guess imma off to bed. but first SMOKY SMOKE.

Ohh baby baby... La La La La La La.. :D

Hello.

Yeah, I know I've been MIA from my Blogger blog for too long.

I've been busy finding work, Graduation, my April intake course and the most stressful/problematic things that currently in my mind is relationship, family, money and friends.

Currently feeling down, moodless, pms-ing, tired and need someone to talk.

This days I got this kind stupid feeling of puking after eating.

I dont know whats wrong. Eating disorder? err. no.

Firstly, I got a job at Shangri-La Hotel at Sentosa. The job was "so-so" quiet easy. But there's some problem be hide it.

My so call second job is at Cathey Cinema at Woodlands. I know right. From Hougang to Woodlands. Damn fucking far. Thank god dad lives at Sembawang. Or other ways I'll ask dad to fetch me from work then sent me back home to Hougang riding his motorbike :D Later is my first day of work. Orientation + Training. Start at 10am to 7pm -.-"

Secondly, I finally graduating my Beauty Therapy Nitec course this month on the 16 Feb.

like yay! Bought my Heels. Mum lend her blazer. So I'll be wearing white top, black skirt, blazer and wedges :D Like finally meeting my awesome beauty babes. I miss them so-so-so much !

Thirdly, I was accepted by ITE in Retail course in April-intake this year at ITE WEST. damn damn damn far. So I have to sacrifices myself staying at dad place, I shall estimate my timetable and which day to stay Sembawang and which day to stay Hougang. pity much uh?

Like you can see. My life sucks.

Its getting harder and harder everyday.

I smile and act as if like I'm okay with every single thing in my life.

But deep inside, I feel like *&^$#%&* _l_ EVERY SINGLE DAY W/O FAIL.

Oh well, This is life. You cant escape from anything right?

About my "stressful/problematic problem" that I mention above.

I guess I'll update on my personal dairy of mine. A little privacy much.