ii really hate my life!! firstly yesterday when i am going out i ask my grandmother for only $2. she shout at me. i only want $2 is difficult to get.. ONLY $2! argh!! then she started sh0uting,scolding me,talk about money problems and wadever shit..!! i am really depressed with this life.sometime feel like cutting myself to dead. who loves me?? everybody hate me. my parents . my grandparent . everybody in this world. except my friends and my sis and bros. they are the only people i love and care about. theres no freedom in my life stuck in this house sometimes. Then today I told my grandmother that i am going out she shouted at me again. i told her i wanted to see the shoed that i am goin to buy for hari raya this year.. she started to talk about the old shoes that i b0ught. she told me that i d0nn0 h0w to choose the right size for me.like the last shoe i bought and tat was last year duh!! im GROWN UP!!! im a teenager!! plz !! then she ask me to g0 buy the shoes wif my mum. then i told her my mum ask me to buy the shoes by my own.. c0z my mum dont n0e what type of shoes tat im g0ing to buy so she give me the money and ask me to buy with my fwenz.. i told her all that den my grandmum juz keep quite uh! c!! argh!!! im FUCK up!!!
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