Trashy, Useless, Worthless.

argh!! I juz hate my Life. My life reli sux man. Problems start coming. My fwenz. My Fams. My darlink. My money. My abg angkat Haiz. juz ned someone by my side. Like my long lost bro. I really wanna mit him. why my life have to be like tiz?? why?? why does ppl hate me?? why?? whats wrong wif me??i try being myself. being nice. but its still the same. am i meant to be alone?? with no one by myside. all alone in the big world until i die?? Firstly my fwenz gif problems dey now start lying to me. dey sims to hate me after i rebond my hair. i juz donno why? especially farah.

Yesterday. taufiq nani's ex bf. called me and den he told me tat he noe tat nani stead wif hidayat i was like huh?how the hell u noe?? he say hafiz bilang. was like omg. shit. fuck. hafiz must heard what radhi shout at street soccer.after tat he quickly told taufiqi was like. shit. den kul 7+ nak kat 8 gi2 my pikachu msg me he say tat farah tudoh2 ako yg ckp dg hafiz. i was like FUCK I DIDNT TELL HAFIZ MAN! den pe lagi naek darah laa. den i was like pe sial farah. kwn for 7 years gini. she should noe me better den nani. but i was like shoo sad. fwenz 7years like tiz?? wtf?? ako tak kan maaf kan farah ar. haiz sampai ati sial.
nasib baek ako nye pikachu safe me dier ckp yg Dier yg uat mulut. thank god. i reli love him. then su kol me. su ckp yg she fight wif farah. but i reli donno is she telling the truth anot. i was like oo k. dey done me like tiz. dey dont noe how sad am i. but im not angry wif dem. i juz sad reli sad. nvm. tats the first thing i sad abt.

den after tat at msn my abg angkat uat problem. mcm sial he ask to break wif my lalink. i say wtf man??i say no. i love him shoo much. den i juz 4get it.

da la i dont wanna talk abt it la its like shit man. fcuk!

*-Ziela-*