weee! he bought me a teddy bear pink colour shoo cute!! i like!! hehe. been wanting tat bear. at least.hehe i like the gift that i bought for him. hehee i love you shayang but sometime u break my hart and it hurts me ALOT. but nvm. i understand.
here the pix of the bear i took.
i shoo farking sad
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
haiss today shoo sad la. hais.. he dont trust me like the old days. i am sad. today our 5 month some more. i told him. after school my teacher belanje food. then he say that i go lepak2 hais. why should lyfe be like this?? people like to break my heart and leave me alone. if nobody's dere for then they come and fine me. hais. now no one to talk to. no more her.. i miiss her. **k*****
tmr our 5 month anni. (:
Monday, March 26, 2007
weee!!
tmr our 5 month anni
yeaa!!
i hope we last long.
For our 5 month
i brought for him
a give that he lyke.
hahs.
cost me 14.90 sia.
hais.
pokai redi.
lol.
haiyo yet i dont understand him ah.
tmr our 5 month he like no mood.
always like starting problem.
sickening sia.
lyfes sux.
hmm in my mind now what gife is he going to buy for me uh
the anni.
conferm he bought the pink bear at compass la.
haha.
i love that bear shoo cute!
pink colour some more.
weee.
i try to hide when i go to that shop
coz that's the last pink bear in the shop.
(:
Thiis iis the give that i bought for him
THAT COST ME 14.90!
DAMN!!
pokai la now.
siann
nah see la
hope he knows how much i love him then my past x bf's
shayang i love youu.
ii am beautifully broken.
Monday, March 12, 2007
who am i to you??
a friend?
a wife?
a girlfriend?
why do u have to be like this??
u have broken my heart into pieces
i know i am wrong.
i know its all my falut.
i know i am not a good girl for you.
if is that so just leave me here.
ALONE
starting of my life i already feel soo alone.
my lil bro left me.
my parents left me.
all this year i felt so alone
who cares anyway?
i thought u care
but i was sho wrong.
im BEAUTIFULLY BROKEN!
Thankz for nothing..
boys are all the same.
FUCK OFF.
*-ZieLa-*
avril's new video
Friday, March 09, 2007
Ok Today im just bored shoo i surf the net. then i when in my myspace i saw avril lavigne profile. Then i saw avil new video! woohoo c thiz!!
0602007
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
fuck!! Today iish shoo farking suway! firstly after PG. which the period that we have to go basement aww fuck the flood was shoo drity. damn shiit mann, our skirt got drity somemore white. aiyooo! after PG. dere CPA lesson. cpa was fun lars until we was relise for recess i go panic at the CANTEEN. *LOL* because i couldnt fine my STUPID wallet. shoo first thing on my mind. 1st= mayb ii left it in the comp lab 2nd=SHARUL must have took it!! 3rd=or did ii left it at the class.
shoo ii when up to level 4 [[the comp lab level]] BY MYSELF. Then no one is there all the boiz when to recess redii. den i when more PANIC! NOW ii am finding sharul conferm la he took coz sharul took nini's wallet then give it back to nini at comp lab. but first i when to eat my nasi ayam. su lead me her money which her coupon. THANKZ SU. wo aii nii! and FIAN my darlink bought me water. air bunga hehehe THANKZ FIAH wo aii nii too!! which eating i msg me shayang radhi, that my wallet hilang!! he lambat reply shoo after we eat me, su, fiah go general office to report my FARKING missing wallet. but su ask me to check my beg first before we report to the general office. shoo we when tooo class and checkk firstly i check my beg dont have den i took a look under my beg THERE IT WAS. fark! make me suspend sial puki! thenn i was relive to see me wallet mann!! i hug su and fiah I LOVE YOU TOo BABY! then its was fine until i when to meet my SHAYANG. we when to mac bought fries. then half way we when i wanted to buy a coke shoo i ask him to but for me then he ask me to follow him to buy the drink so i followed him inside the mac. i was holduing my wallet that time i when to take staws so then after that we when go of the mac go near by void deck and eat down there. then after we eat my SHAYANG want 10 cents to called his prend then i check my wallet THERE IS MISSING AGAIN! fuck i NORE PANIC because this time i lost it at a PUBILC place! shoo i check all over the place. then i thought i left it in the mac. shoo we when hurry there LUCKYLY the mac was hnear by. haha. he ask the counter then the counter gave the wallet goshh!! this it a STUPID FUCKING ASS DAY MAN. realli gonna remember this day! haha
*Ziela*
Her
the bitch next door
Ziela Ela
Fucking 18
Singapore
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