No offense Okay.
WARNING. THIS IS THE LONGEST POST I EVER POST.
There's this one thing that I really having a hard time to erase it from my mind.
Okay this sound so stupid and idiotic.
All the past memories suddenly came in side my mind and polluting it.
Please, Why does everytime when I listen to my old song in my old memory card reminds me of that fucking idiotic guy? Why? Its not making me sad of our broke up, its making fucked up and pissed. Damn. All those songs are my favorite songs. Like The way I love you by Ashanti, Ready to fly by Amy Pearson, Superhuman by Keri Hilson ft Chris Brown, Love confusion by Kat Deluna, I don't love you no more by Craig David, I hate this part by The Pussycat Dolls and ect... Shit much..
And all my old memory card fill of his shit.
My pictures together with him.
Shitness.
But face the fact in life. His my SO CALLED cousin. Thanks for my step father his related to me.
And "related" = to the whole life I am gonna see his damn face.
Hari raya, Family gathering. Double shit uh?
All this started during Bazaar raya 2008.
I swear I regret everything with you.
You the most Useless and heartless ex I ever had in my life.
Whatever it is. I am OVER him. Seriously over.
I hate him to the max and forever I will . I SWEAR.
Forgiving him for what he done will be never.
Kau mati dose kau pat aku tak kan maaf kn.
Duit aku tak akan halal kan. Let you u suffer in hell idiot !
To anyone who has been stalking me and getting info from my blog.( If there is)
Go on. Take its post. for lawsuit or whatever. Go on. I am letting this feeling OUT that has been hidden in my heart for so long.
_l_
And here's the PEDRO shoes I bought for him during his birthday last year.
Wanna know the story behide this shoes?
haha stroll down...
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The shoes that he die die want it. If u know PEDRO brand it expansive and I bought it with my own allowance. When he get it he CRIED, believe it or not. HAHA. KENTAL HABIS. And not forgetting his Sweetalks blah blah blah ahaha. But sadly the shoes is to big for him.
okay.. After broke up...
Conversation ;
Me; So me and you are over?
Him; yeah. If wanna take back your things. like the pedro shoes you bought for me. you can have it back.
me; Its okay . I am the type of person who gave thing and never ask back. You can keep it for use or memories, Its your birthday gift duhh.
Him; I dont want to keep it. If you dont wanna take it back that I'll throw it then.
Me; okay , I am find with it. whatever you wanna do just do it. Burn it or throw it whatever.
Him; okay.
Me; So as for your things? the topman couple wallet you bought for me? the couple shirt?
Him; Nahh. keep it. (nak step ikot mcm aku)
Me; Okay thanks.
*hangs up*
After around 8-9 months broke up.
I was browing his tagged profile.
& look what I found
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TAAAAAAAAAADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ! MY STUPID PRESENT.
"I dont want to keep it. If you dont wanna take it back that I'll throw it then."
"""THROW""" Then what that?! idiot. This what we call cakap yeye orh !
MAT CD KATE KAN! HAHAHA. (mat cd lain2 takmo terase eh. ni mat cd je.)
OK DA PUAS. BYEEE.
YOURS TRULY ZIELA ;
Remember this name.
The Bitch who ruin your life.
The one who put you in hell for 2 years an.
Good luck in life. And revenge ? I AM WAITING. COME HER BABY.
You wanna touch my family langkar mayat aku dulu .
PEACE \/

