I can't stand all this.
I don't know what is right and what is wrong.
I had enough of all the mistakes I've done in life.
Just for ones, I want something to at least goes prefect with no sadness in the end.
Just that.
Moving on was no my choice.
Choosing which is better is not what I want.
Hating, I don't want to feel in the story.
Losing my mind is what I'm going through right now.
Ending my life is what I wish to do.
I've lost half of my everything already. I dont want to lost anything anymore.
I can't bare to face the hurt and hate in this life.
Shit happens in life.
Fucking face it because you cant to anything to change a single shit of it.
Just accept the faith and challenge.
Be fucking strong and fake a smile everyday and lies that you're feeling okay/alright.
This post is regrading my feeling. You read it, You understand it.
Dont understand it, dont ask me.
