Fucked up, Ever single reason to be.
I just miss a guy that use to send me long text messages, random I love you's or I miss you.
A guy who always dream of me, A guy who I really love the most and who always complain that he miss me so much, A guy who never miss to webcam with me every night before I sleep.
Now that guy has changed, I cant bare to face the new him.
Even he has change, I know my love for him wont change at all.
As I notice, I scarifies a lot for him. I mean a lot. I dont know if he notice it or not.
I know its hurt to see his girlfriend hurt herself.
Panadol, scissors and ect.
I dont know whats wrong with me. I feel so fucked up every time.
I know I have to change myself for not losing him.
I feel really bad after all those shit I've done.
