I've learned ever single shit of mistake after I left you. I realize your the guy I wished for on a wishing star I saw that night (I'm not gonna name that place and which day)
I wished for a guy who can take good care of me, scarifies whatever shit for me & finally Allah has given you to me. But I simply waste my wish on that someone. I really regret it. Now I relies how much you mean to me. I know its too late. "Nasi dah jadi bubur" so call? But if I have one wish that sure will be granted. I will wish for you to come back like used to be. Back in my arms. When I saw couples pictures, especially when they when to Universal Studio, I suddenly think of you and cry. I still remember we promised each other to go USS together & take lots of pictures but "tak kesampaian" I know you already moved on, I am still here serving my karma, Suffering, Hurting. I know I deserve it. Lastly, I miss ibu, I miss your dad, your sister and everyone in your family. If I were to confess to you all this or simply show this to you. Will you accept me back?
Sincerely, Ziela.
